This probably won't make much sense. I just need someone to talk to. I'm at my boyfriend's Mum's, so I'm 250 miles away from my own family until tomorrow. I hate coming here. For various reasons. It's just super stressful. I've been really sore and uncomfortable for most of the day. And my boyfriend's spent most of the day not talking to me. Apparently this is not my fault. It's because he's down, he has depression - but won't take his anti-depressants. And he's just told me he's suicidal. I can't stop crying. I don't want to be this upset, it's not good for Bean. But I'm scared. And I don't have anyone else I can talk to.