Tomorrow is my first baby Christophers birthday. I'm posting this here as I don't want to put a dampener on 2nd tri. He would have been eleven tomorrow and was born sleeping at 40+6. Every year I think I will feel less but its more painful this year than ever. I think being pregnant again has just reinforced how precious these babies are. I'm going to the cemetry this afternoon and will have a bit of quiet time on my own tomorrow night, probably light his christening candle and have a look at his photos and letters and things. Unforuately I have a public meeting at work tomorrow night which will be very heated so that will spoil the day really. Just wanted to tell someone really, make sure he doesn't get forgotten.