kittikat489

I have purposefully not been on here, been really determined to stop obsessing over becoming pregnant and even though it has been a couple of months, I knew I was going into a dark place, that cm really got to me and I found being on here was actually making me worse but, I have just had a very very shock BFP!! Only says 2-3weeks, but as my husband left a month ago to go to sea til Xmas I was NOT expecting anything and e dates confuse me somewhat. BUT, I'm not jumping up and down for joy just yet, I'm grinning, but not being too reckless with my emotions for obvious reasons. Fingers superglued crossed for a sticky bean this time...it feels a lot better than the last pregnancy 3 months ago. I wanted to pop back on to tell you and to tell others so if it does go tits up, I have people to help me.

How about you?

Aww, you're so kind well, still no AF but like you last month, I haven't tested and I won't for a while yet as I would rather see the witch than a bfn or a short lived BFP again, too scared to test, but I feel very much like she is coming, just teasing me.

One year is a very long time, each month gets harder to bare doesn't it? This is only my second month but praying for a quicker conception than my first, so I can completely understand your frustration and pain. This is your third right? Sorry if I am mistaken. I hope it isn't putting you down too much, it's true when they say to relax...I am trying very hard. Haha.

If this TTC hasn't succeeded this month, we won't be able to try again for 9 months as my husband goes to sea next week! Argh.

I have been offline for weeks as I have been trying to distract myself, (plus I had no internet for 2 weeks...) but I am back, I haven't done a pregnancy test and I am due today! No sign yet, but I can feel it...

How about you?

God I can relate to that!! I promised myself to never test early again, and I really think I will be sticking to that, it's heartbreaking isn't it? I'm sorry you had the same, I wouldn't wish it on anyone. Fx for you, and if not, this month is ours, I can feel it xxx

Aww, thank you lovely, means a lot. Yeah I'm really fine, bouncing back, made of tough stuff. I'm just grateful that I didn't have long it get used to my pregnancy otherwise I would still be a mess.

Seen that you have been getting confusing messages with your body...Have you tested?