I have purposefully not been on here, been really determined to stop obsessing over becoming pregnant and even though it has been a couple of months, I knew I was going into a dark place, that cm really got to me and I found being on here was actually making me worse but, I have just had a very very shock BFP!! Only says 2-3weeks, but as my husband left a month ago to go to sea til Xmas I was NOT expecting anything and e dates confuse me somewhat. BUT, I'm not jumping up and down for joy just yet, I'm grinning, but not being too reckless with my emotions for obvious reasons. Fingers superglued crossed for a sticky bean this time...it feels a lot better than the last pregnancy 3 months ago. I wanted to pop back on to tell you and to tell others so if it does go tits up, I have people to help me.
How about you?
How about you?